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Showing posts with label moody. Show all posts
Showing posts with label moody. Show all posts
Thursday, July 23, 2009
arrh...long time din update my blog already, last week no time update because i'm busy fighting with my assignments.
after rushing the assignment and school programs should be happy/relax...but...i feel very very moody.
because of some problems happened make one of my best friend "away" from me, and i have no idea what can i do for this. and dunno which side i should be stand... lord please lead me to the right way.
is very hard to maintain a relationship, sometimes not just your personal problem break up this relations, it might cause by other problems. arr... maybe different minded also cause the relations become like this... haiz
is very fun that how i met this friend, just because we "fight" when we study in secondary school, then after this "incident" we become friend.
i knew him about 8~9years, very long period of time right haha. we play together, study together??? go church together, flirting girl together and...
but when finish secondary school he haven't continue his study, he chose the way to work, and i chose to continue study.
but after graduated almost every weekend we still will come out have a drinks...after 1 or 2 years one of a member in gang go japan for further his study,
and we joined another group of friends, is very happy to join this new gang of friends because i can met more friends, and also can learn many new things from them.
arrh... since the "problem" happened i felt that is very very difficult to become a friend like before.
but i still will try my best to rebuild this friendship i hope we can be like the old days, play around the world together.
Labels: friendship, moody
Friday, June 5, 2009
moody day for last night... as someone told me that i wasting my life =='
i felt a bit angry last night, because i don't like people judging my life,
especially those who still in "progress" to the successful life???
i can sure that he changed his attitude and behaviour after he joined the "crew"... i know the "crew" can help you in health,
i agree that can make us more healthy, but do you realize that those products aren't cheap,
we can't afford it, we "knew" how to manage our own financial, we can pay our "fees" on time, if i buy those products i sure that i will same as u can't pay those payment on time.
is good that have a plan for your future, but do you know that you are "dreaming", till now u still can't follow the plan that you planned.
nothing is perfect, i still remember i had said last time you need suit yourself into the world, not the world need suit for you.
the world got its own rules the we need to follow, nobody can change it.
if you still doing the first job, i sure that you already can buy what u want, saving extra money for you plan.
but now, what u got? think yourself and don't judged people's life easily.
when you success i'll grats you, if no then come and beg me. (maybe u guys will think i'm too straight, but i still need to say in this way.)
WTH, watching movie is wasting time and money???
ah zai, i think u start crazy in your "crew-ly[cruelly]" life... whatever u say start right now i don't care. u choose the road u want walk is ur problem please dun choose for me...and i won't follow.
i'm not the person who like always say people's bad thing. if "beh tahan" then i will "share" it out,
last time, because one of my housemate gonna move out, so i tell his sis that we want find someone to fit in, and i asked her that she want move in or not.
then she told me,
sis: erm... don't want lah, your house so dirty, my house so clean one...
me : wah, do u know who the most dirty in this house? yours lovely brother u know, i've been stay with him for 2years and i only saw he cleaned the room for 2times..
sis: .......
haha, his sis speechless after i told her that.
and the funny things happened last two night.
i heard that she want move out from her house because her house and room getting dirty. haha... that's good...
last time u dare said your house clean, but now hahaha...
the next things i gonna say are ur words(sis) were very "hurt" for others,
u said my networks is smaller than u, i don't have much friends as u got... omg i think many of your friends start anti u, my networks smaller than you? ridiculous...
hopeless in my life??? ridiculous...
many "story" i still haven't if you want to know, please find me. haha
if u found that i saying anything wrong here please come find me... if wrong i will change and will say sorry.
the last thing i need to say is: i'm not anti your "crew", and please mind your words. BEHAVE
Labels: crew-ly[cruelly], dreaming, moody
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